my life

"Im saying this cause im tired of living threw this i love some one very much but my life is terrible and i think im ganna wreck my life i dont know what to do i feel like shit every day when i come back from school cause i dont want her to see me like this i wanna give her the things she deserves but im a fucked up indivdual and will probably never be able to do this and i almost forgot she says she isnt these things but she needs to know she is shes the most beautiful girl i have ever seen and i love her to the extent where i would kill myself for her i never wanna leave her cause she is the girl i wanna be with for a long time but im not sure if she feels the same way i feel for her to me but i dont care if she does right now i just wanna tell her how i feel"